Friday, January 1, 2010

Han Solo, Carrot Cake, and Jesus

This is Tony Crabtree signing on for the Blossom-ing blog. Have you ever experienced a moment so powerful that it almost leaves you scared to try to put into words, just for the shear fact that you know your words will fall short? Well, I've been blessed with the gift yet daunting task of trying to accurately portray what happened with our family yesterday. Forgive me if I'm long winded, however, yesterday was an interaction that will leave me undoubtably changed forever.

My nephew Mac, Kristin and Darrell's son, is a huge Star Wars fan right now, having recently graduated from the days of Thomas the Tank Engine. Whenever I saw those movies I was hit with the picture of Light v Dark. Good v Evil. Hope v Despair. Just the mention that there exists a Force that can't be seen, but yet is somehow making everything move in the galaxy is an idea I can't help but consider without thinking of the Holy Spirit. My friend Matt once asked me who I thought the "HERO" of the movie was. I thought, well...it's got to be Luke Skywalker. He's the golden boy. Or maybe you could even argue that it's Darth Vader who in the very end turns to the light side and destroys evil just before his death. Matt told me those are obvious choices, however, he's always thought of Han Solo as the real hero. He's a guy who came in and sacrificed everything he had, for a mission he had no business being apart of. He came out of nowhere, and without him, Darkness would have undoubtably prevailed. Something to chew on for sure... and yesterday, I couldn't stop thinking about that. Let me take you through our day.

We first set off to see the new Ortiz home that we had put two days work into. We saw the progress (They're almost ready to move in! Only a few more trucks of dirt to fill in the floor!), and we said our goodbye's to the workers and kids. Later that afternoon, the Ortiz family invited us to their current home for an authentic Guatemalan meal.

We arrived at their street, which by the way is a LONG few mile bike ride uphill into the town where they work and go to school. Next, we made the steep uphill hike into their home. Veronica, the mother, put out her best for us. The nice plates, silverware, and tablecloth. And a steak dinner to feed 15. I was blown away at how they served the very BEST of all they had to offer.






Above is a picture of a journal with song lyrics. After we enjoyed the meal, Veronica surprised us in the beautiful way she unveiled her heart. She had written us a song, which was sung with deeper passion than I've might have ever witnessed. I am sure the video will make it to this blog eventually. She was singing to God, a song of gratitude for the way He provides hope. When our friend Victor translated the lyrics for us, their were several of us in tears. When he read, "I thank you for your servants who listen to you..." I almost lost it. After all, all of this started with an unexplained voice calling my sister to listen.

ESPERANZA

Next we heard from Estuardo, Veronica's husband. He shared his story to us. With tears he explained how his dad had told him from the beginning that he would amount to only a thief... a vulnerability that Mayra told us she had never experienced from him. The thing about Estuardo is that he loves to bake. Cakes are his specialty, and he prepared for us the best carrot cake I've ever had. And I don't like carrot cake. It was good. Real good. He also showed us his gift with the whipped cream decorating. A gift he eagerly and earnestly wants to use to reveal God's glory.







You see, Estuardo has lived a tough life. He has without a doubt not helped his cause either. He's a guy in desperate need of a second chance. I feel so blessed to have a God of Second Chances. He's a God of ESPERANZA. It being New Year's Eve, our deepest hope is that the new home we helped provide would be, along with other things, a catalyst for hope for this family's life. I believe that Estuardo never really believed he was worth all of this. You could tell. Veronica too. Yet we have a God who craves the opportunity to lavish us with how much we matter to Him. Darrell hit the nail on the head too when he told Estuardo that his family is his ultimate pastry. They are a gift from God to decorate and treasure and present. I felt lucky to talk to him as well and share that he is in desperate need for men to encourage him in his faith. PLEASE pray that God would provide these men in Estuardo's life.

It mattered that we were there. I mean how often do ten people sacrifice and leave behind life to chase after the one lost sheep out of the 99. I thought of Han Solo and how we really appeared to have come from nowhere...

However, it was Christ that came from out of nowhere. He placed us there. And I'm thankful for Him being the Han Solo of my life as well. I was a mess, living in a square room, and he came from across the universe to find me. I think of this lovely woman Mayra, a Han Solo to the children and families of this town. My sister... who listened to something crazy that God told her when everyone asked, "Why Guatemala?"... My mom. My dad. My wife. A 63 year old man named Renaldo. A 12 year old boy who loves his mother enough to stand up to his dad. My whole family really.

I'm thankful that Christ is my Han Solo, who would stop at nothing to restore the Galaxy from the powers of the Dark Side.

ESPERANZA

Esperanza for the New Year

A new house...




... is so much more than just a house. It's a new start. A new beginning. A new life.

All of this, just in time for the New Year is no coincidence.



The Ortiz have Esperanza.
Esperanza=Hope


Hope for the New Year, Hope for a new beginning, and Hope for a new Life.


Feliz Ano Nuevo mi amigos...

Hope Full,
K

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Shh!....Don't tell Dave Ramsey.


Here's what spending half of our emergency fund looks like:

My daughter building a friend and her family a house.

A mother loving another through service.

A fan club for my son's blonde hair.

Blistered hands and sore backs for my brothers.

Watching the Ortiz's oldest son (hooded sweatshirt) move the earth.


A new kitchen and the opportunity to watch a father pursue his dream.

Hugs for my sisters.

An endless sea of precious smiles and laughter.

A barefoot grandfather working tirelessly so that his family can have a new life.


"Today we lived like no one else, so that tomorrow we might live like no one else."

It is a life well lived.

-Darrell



Ortiz House, Day 1

It's early on Tuesday morning and we are getting ready to leave for another day of building. But, I wanted to post some quick pics for those following along.

First, let me just say....

I am SO proud of my family.


Before we began...

Working hard.

The sweet neighborhood kiddos that wanted to play all day.

Then, we headed back to Guatemala City in the afternoon so that everyone could see and "experience" the dump. I didn't take any pictures this time. But, I'm hoping to post some in the future from someone else that did.

We ended the night eating dinner with our dear friends, the Greene family.


We're off again...



Sunday, December 27, 2009

It's great to be back!

We are all here... and exhausted from a long day of travel, grocery shopping and dinner.

We also have a 5:30 am wake up call in the morning to begin the project.
Sooooo, on that note... I'm jumping off of here and into my bed.

It's so great to be back... words fail me.
I adore this place.

Can't wait to see friends tomorrow...

Noches amigos,
K

Saturday, December 26, 2009

With an Open Hand

“She can feel the wind right now wash away her tracks and plans saying: If you really want to live this life, Gotta hold it with an OPEN HAND.” -David Wilcox


At the end of the Christmas Eve service of the church we are attending, we lit candles. It started with one candle up-front and the flame made it’s way all the way to the balcony where we were sitting. It spread quickly….only took two verses of Silent Night to reach us. The end of the song signaled the end of the service. At this point, the worship leader so gently told of a tradition from his church back home. The tradition of keeping the candle lit as long as possible. He said they would see who could make it home with a lit candle. And when he told this little story, everyone in the chapel laughed out loud like he had just delivered a great punch line. I mean, imagine passing a line of mini-vans with small flames burning brightly inside. But he was persistent in saying that they really tried to do that when he was younger. For me, the idea that made worship leader’s story funny (and a little bit unrealistic) also invited me into the metaphor of my spiritual candle, the one that is not to be hidden under a bush, Oh no! The one referred to in the old Christian radio gem, “Go Light Your World”. And I was struck with the profound idea that it will really take courage, passion, desire, want, hope, wish, dreaming to make this flame stay alive until I get it home. To make sense out of the non-sense, I would have to fight so that the flame would not be put out and I would need to take great care not to burn everything to ashes between there and home (kids included).


Dear friends & family, tonight we are packing….tomorrow we depart for Guatemala. We will be there for 7 days. Kristin’s Dad, Mom, brother & wife, sister & husband have decided to join us on our Quest. We are going to be with a beautiful family that we got to know this past summer during our stay. They are the Ortiz Family, a family of 5….Dad, Mom, two boys and one girl. Our “reason” for going is so that our family can build them a house. In reality, our hope is to continue building relationships with each one of them. You see, we have unofficially adopted them. They are our family. They need a new start in their life and this build is our hope at inviting them to it. Just like the candle story, I am struck with the profound idea that this Quest will require the same actions and attributes of keeping the candle flame alive. There will be moments of fight, movements of passion, and the giving of great care so that the flame might be taken so gently and quickly from our hearts to theirs.


We will be updating this blog during our time in Guatemala, so please check back as often as you wish.


Feliz Navidad y Feliz Ano Nuevo!


Darrell and family


P.S. You can read more about the Ortiz family here and watch some video here (sometimes referred to as "the baker") and their big dreams.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Happy and Full


Hello internet land...

Yes, it has been a long, long time. Too long actually.
However, the lack of blogging is definitely not an indicator that we have nothing going on here in the Vanzant house. Quite the opposite.

Over the past month we have started school, started a business, my sweet sister got hitched, and we all 4 got some pukey virus. Throw in 4 wedding showers, bachelor and bachelorette parties, 9 meetings about Guatemala, doctor visits, photo shoots, Young Life, 4 birthday parties, school functions and traveling and... whew!!!
It makes my head spin just thinking about it all.

We are still here, I promise. Though most of August and September felt more like "survival"... this past week has been AMAZING! The routine of school, healthy kiddos and cooler, beautiful Fall weather has definitely lifted my spirit.

My heart is happy and and my life is full.
And, I love it this way.

And... because every post is better with a picture... here are some of our last two months.


First day of school. I love how the word "booty" in the morning makes my kids laugh hysterically!

The Mommy Tackle

Short but sweet visit from the Goodfellow's. Riley and Emma, BFF.
And... Riley has started a REALLY cool project that you should check out here. Amazing.

Lingerie Shower pics for my sis.
Benefit of being Maid of Honor = Embarrassing the Bride.

Due to the nature of the party, I can only show you a very few...
haha...
but, I adore the next series of photos.



Priceless!

And... poor Mac. This picture just makes me laugh.
It embodies the last couple of months for us.


Okay... I have MANY more pics to come.
But, this is enough for now.


Happy and Full,
K